

anxiety? insecurity? just me..so i dont know why i do these things to myself. like i completly overthink everything. and get faaar too insecure. and that makes me have anxiety attacks. its something about this place... and know that he is an hour away. its like being here lowers my self-esteem and feeling of self-worth. i dont fucking understand... anything. and im so sick of not knowing why i think the things i do or why i cant just believe that maybe someone loves me. idk. my whole life ive struggled with the even CONCEPT of love. my whole life ive never even SEEN someone in love, none of my family members are in love with their spouses... no one is happy here. we smileanxiety? insecurity? just me..


reminds me of him haha"4ever"reminds me of him haha
Here we are so what you gonna do? Do I gotta spell it out for you? I can see that you got other plans for tonight But I dont really care
Size me up you know I beat the best Tick tock no time to rest Let them say what their gonna say But tonight I just dont really care
Come on baby we aint gonna live 4ever Let me show you all the things that we could do You know you wanna be together And I wanna spend the night with you Yeah, yeah with you, yeah, yeah Come with me tonight We could make the night last 4ever &n


to my so called parentshe sits aloneto my so called parent
tries not to cry she feels her eyes tear the wet running down her cheek
and knows she wasn't strong enough
to handle the abuse the hatred the stress she always had her unhealthy obsessions to make it all go away
youd never
try to get better try to be happy or at least fake it for us
youd never attempt
to stop saying those hateful things
you never even wanted us in the first place
i know its gonna happen but i come see you anyway you just never lose that childish sense of want
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"Go to Heaven for the climate,
Hell for the company."
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it was the cuteness!
and sad though...
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I go to school and I run and play. I tell the kids that its all ok. I laugh a lot so my friends wont know. When the bell rings I just dont wanna go. I go to my room and I close my eyes. I dont believe you when you say everything will be wonderful someday.
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they make me smile!
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I go to school and I run and play. I tell the kids that its all ok. I laugh a lot so my friends wont know. When the bell rings I just dont wanna go. I go to my room and I close my eyes. I dont believe you when you say everything will be wonderful someday.
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_spider man_
a.k.a- devin parker
i love u babe
i never wanna see us break up or go threw shit that other couples go threw i love u alot and i cant wait to see u next when u go to mexico its gonna be insain cause i wont see u for a week
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dont lose touch with lifes reality
compensate for life's
stupidty'
i love you so much...
i know im really nervous about mexico...
i love you
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The hardest thing in this world is to live in it...
<3
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