So today (June 28th) is 6 months with Mr. Devin Nicholis Parker. I'm really excited about this... its strange though at the same time. I never intended for any of this to happen. I knew i liked him a lot, and i knew that the last 5 people i had dated i got bored of after a month so the odds werent good for us. And he asked me out. the first time i said no. but like a few months later i finally gave in. I was really really scared to hurt him. But i now i know that i'm not going to. I want to spend my life with this kid. December 28th sitting in my room with Parker, my sister, Shane, and Max; me and Parker kept wrestling and he tackled me and he fell between the bed and the wall. He looked at me and kissed me. It was amazing... he had me. A while later we were talking and i was laying down... my (stupid) sister texted him from 4 feet away and it said to ask me out. He told her i wasnt ready. And i asked him what they were talking about and he wouldnt tell me... finally i got him to (im a girl, we have mystical powers) and i whispered in his ear... "but i am ready". he looked at me and said "will you go out with me?" baha i didnt hear him at first so i was like"...what?" he told me later that he thought that was my way of shutting him down... AGAIN! but he repeated it and i looked at him and said "of course..." smiling. we've been dating ever since. some of the best moments of my life ive had with him. he was one of the only guys who i knew who didnt pressure me into anything. He respected me, and loved me. I love you Parker. Your the most important thing in the world to me. I wanna be with you forever. Te quiero mi amor... yo quiero mi vida contigo y no quiero estar sin ti...